I have terribly low self-esteem.
And because of this, I’m a paranoid little mother f*cker. I don’t think I can go a week without wondering if this person thinks I’m super awkward, or if this person thinks I’m an idiot, or if this person thinks I’m immature. CALM YO SELF, MELANIE. And if they do happen to feel that way toward me, I just need to take that as criticism and move on.
I was right.
Filipinos are scary.
I am usually comfortable with my weight, but I can’t get over how much weight I gained during finals this past semester. Its ridiculous. And now that I’m home, I’ve had a sudden craving for cheese burgers and chicken nuggets. I hated fast food! I definitely need to run more than three miles a day to counteract the saturated fattiness. I miss my salads!
So I did something different yesterday.
I went to my first hip hop workshop… where I kind of embarrassed myself. After Mystique, I was feeling a little bit more confident in my dancing ability. Yesterday’s workshop, however, made me realize I have A LOT of work to do before I get to where I would like to be. It was really mind blowing that people can learn choreo that fast and do it so well in such a short amount of time. I...
Summer 2011 Fun
Lots of goals for Summer 2011! Go to Restaurant Week (along with more awesome food-scapades!) DANCE DANCE DANCE hopefully to a point where I don’t embarrass myself at workshops Run every day and run races when I can Volunteer! Read a new book every week because I’m extremely illiterate for my age Write an actual entry on Tumblr at least once a week Stay updated with the goings...