Do your thing

Make more guy friends. Like now.

You know. I don’t think I’ll ever become the social butterfly. Or the most articulate person. Or the most mature person of my age. However, that does not mean people will like me less. Hopefully. Unless someone has incredibly high standards and requires their friends to be culturally adept, intelligent, and extremely mature… which is cool, but he/she wouldn’t like me much, lol.

Now that I think about it, there are a lot of people like that… BUT WHATEVER. 

I don’t have to try so hard because, quite frankly, I’m happy with who I am and my small group of friends. I realize there must be times when I have to leave my comfort zone, but there’s a difference between that and doing what’s really unnatural for me. There are things that I can’t do and I think I’m just beginning to accept that. Socializing and speaking are talents some people are just born with, and that’s fine. And as for maturity, I think at some point I’ll catch up with my peers. It has to happen at some point. 

So yea, I’ll just do my own thing and continue to be as nice of a person I can be. Hopefully I’m not doing that wrong.

take pictures in an Asian photo booth. You know what I’m talking about.

I live too far to commute and I’d rather not pay for housing during winter and spring break.

I need to stop worrying about petty things and prioritize. Where did my drive from Freshman year go?